I guess everyone have hobby....maybe dreams.... My dreams is to wear a silk black dress and then sit in front of a baby grand piano and start to play a nice classical piece in front of a small crowd.
I like playing the pieces...it's hard for the first time...I actually have to "force" myself to sit in front of my piano to play. But as they say "practice make better". As I start to notice day by day, the notes actually does sound like a song. I will get all excited and the fingers will play on it's own, as if they are dancing on behalf of my body. And believe it or not, it felt as if that my brain isn't controlling them anymore. They just move on their own along with the rhythm.
I'm not saying i'm an expert or a good pianist. I'm just enjoying what i do. Especially when i practice with my teacher, the harmonic sound that we make, the improvement that i've showed to her. In that particular moment, I actually let go of everything and ENJOY. yes, ENJOY is the word.
do enjoy in what you do...even though it's tough. One day you will see the result ^^
I dare say that I've attended a very meaningful and interesting seminar today. One of the speaker was invited to talk about Quality of Life by Mr. Luke Bong. He start off his speech with a game. A simple but meaningful game which make all of us excited and laugh. Now that everyone is fully awake, he then continue with his talk. The point that he given is so true. We human live under the house of blame, justify and excuses. Have you ever blamed a person? Give yourself excuses why you were late to work? When he talk about this, everyone knock their head. this is so true. And then he continue with showing us a video
Validation. When is the last time you validate a person? When is the last time you felt appreciated?
And then he asked everyone of us to hold the piece of paper that is in our hand and crush it. Then ask us to make it smooth again. So what did we see on the paper? Scar is the word. What he's trying to tell us is that, we build relationship with communication. We cannot take back the words we said. That is why, if we were to be angry and wanted to shout at someone, do stop and ponder. Because we can NEVER take back the words we said. We cannot just say "eh brother, i'm sorry for what i've said, i take it all back". It's too late. Don't you agree?
There was one more point. He said something about Women can multitasking at one time while Men can only focus one thing at a time. LOL. Don't you agree?
I'm not good at repeating what he said. I wished that i've recorded the whole process and able to share with you all. But I'm so sorry. Do enjoy the video and check out his blog if you are free.
I'm not saying i'm a love expert. But from what i've learn from my pass.
You can never expect other people to read your mind not even your boyfriend or girlfriend. Cause we are not psychic.
I myself can't even know what you are thinking, so i don't expect you to know what i have in mind and in return, don't expect me to know what you're thinking.
I'm glad that I can express my feeling and sadness to you and that you listen & remembered,
You maybe a wood sometimes but that's fine with me, cause I'm a wood too...sometimes.
You make me feel alive, with many many mixture of feelings...the joy, anger, sadness cause it shows that i care about you and me....